I am in a relationship. A normal one but the pace it is currently going, made it seems rather abnormal. I met him approximately 1 month ago on social media. We started chatting and getting to know each other until he decided to show up at my parent's place on Raya. Its a long story but yes. The first time we met was in front of my whole family.
The thing that attracts me the most about him is that, he is very clear with his purpose when it comes to me. He has laid down his plans and his plans feels like pieces that just fall into all the right places in my life. He fits almost so perfectly with my ideals.
Truth be told, I was at the point of surrendering my fate to whatever that Allah has planned for me. I gave up searching for the one. I gave up my needs to marry anyone. I was on that social media dating app just to waste whatever time I have and to make me feel less lonely.
I remember my du'a last Ramadhan whereby I asked God to give me strength to accept whatever that He has planned for me. I asked God to make me a person who will be accepted to Jannah. If I didn't meet my jodoh in this world and there is no one to take me to Jannah, I asked Allah to grant our beloved prophet SAW to receive me into Jannah. That is all I asked for. Jannah.
When I met Eddy, I told him that I want him to be pleased with me. I want to make him happy coz I know, if he is happy, if he redha with my presence, I get to enter Jannah from any door that I pleased. Now that is my mission, to please Allah and my future husband so that I get to enter Jannah.
Our preparation for our big day is under way. Everything is progressing as planned, alhamdulillah. We keep on praying for Allah to ease everything and be pleased with us.
Aamiin