I am a person who gave my heart away so easily. I care and love for someone so easily and they often take me for granted.
I am feeling slightly depress now. Probably because I have been neglecting my obligations towards my faith. I am feeling uninspired. I just need to get shit done but what if I am not interested in doing shit?
I met a guy, who is slightly younger but way more accomplished than I am. I am not envious, just impress that I have this someone in my circle. Its an eye opener. I am adjusting to this. I feel awkward. I don't know if I hang out with him because I am interested in him or simply because I am lonely. I also do not know why he is hanging out with me. We have a few things in common. Since I am slightly older, I feel somewhat insecure. I have to be more confident coz confident is sexy and attractive. Need to work on my self. I have time. I need to properly use those time on me.
He is using his time to read and write. I write too.. But it is just for me. Am i selfish? If working on me makes me happy then why not right?
Have you ever met someone who you just clicked immediately. No awkward pause or anything. That is all my meetings with new people. Everybody just clicked into my life. But how do these people transition into a special someone?