Gratitude List No. 4 of 2020

Being able to go home for and prepare lunch for my husband the past few days has been a blessing. I thank God for guiding my heart to buy a house that is very close to my office.

Whilst I'm thinking of all my blessings of having a house close to office, I cannot help but to reflect on my other half and his everyday situation. My husband had to drive close to an hour everyday to work since  marrying me. This is a huge sacrifice compared to the life he had before marriage. Although he has the option to stay at his house in Putrajaya, but he chose to live with me. He rarely complaints about his situation and how much his salary goes to petrol expanses. May Allah bless him with abundance of rizq in this world and the next. May Allah return all his ihsan towards me in the Hereafter. Ameen

Last week, out of the blue he bought me flowers and have it sent to my office. It was a very nice surprise. However, physically and mentally I was not at my optimum level. I was tired every single day which caused a small argument between the both of us. He handled it very well.. I ended up feeling very bad coz I know, it was me who started the whole thing.

My husband is not perfect but I know he is always trying his best. It makes me wants to give him my very best as well.

 

3rd week of October

This week has been especially hard for me. Physically i feel tired. It probably started off when we decided to go on an eating spree last friday. I probably had indigestion and I was pretty much constipated the whole weekend. 

Monday came, i was feeling a lot better since my motion is normalising but physically, i was still a bit tired. I am taking all my supplements, drinking lots of water, pushing myself to walk on a treadmill for at least 30 mins everyday but my mood was not really improving.

The fact that Selangor, KL and Putrajaya went into CMCO (again) was not helpful as well. Although my schedule was not affected at all, somehow it just put a damp on my mood.

I'm not sure why I feel this tired. I am definitely blaming my diet. Falling off the wagon is no fun!

I need to get back on track