Last week i was high with love and happiness. This week I feel confuse, loss and perhaps a bit dissapointed. Such is life. Nothing stays permanent. Things constantly change. I have faith that it is for the better.
It probably starts yesterday. My menses was late by 1 day so I decided to take the pregnancy test at 3am. We woke up early since my husband was on duty for the Merdeka day in Putrajaya. The result came out negative. I felt disheartened slightly dissapointed. But still positive as I am still spotting and my menses has not started.
At night I feel mild sort of a dull pain on my lower back. Today the pain continues and I notice spots of blood on the toilet tissues. As I thought that I am going to get my period, I put on the menstrual pad instead of the usual panty liner. Now, my tummy feels like its cramping and probably it feels that way coz its shedding all the tissues. I told my husband and he is worried. So I decided to go to the clinic next week if I still did not get my period by then.